thank you for coming

I think I'm going to have to take the number of views out of my blog because I am feeling a bit self conscious about so many people reading what I write.  I am kind of hoping that my parents are just clicking on the same page over and over so it counts for more people than it is. :)  No, it is great and I'm thankful for everyone that comes here but at the same time I worry if I am offending someone because I can be pretty high strong on some things at the moment, when in fact it's not like I am dwelling on those things or I am upset about them.  I just like writing random things down that I've been thinking about so I apologize if it's dumb or insensitive or just plain boring some days.  It is crazy that once you start blogging you do tend to think about oh, I bet nobody cares about these stupid little thoughts I have but then I have to think back to why I started this.  It is a bit of a therapy for me, to see the light at the end of my tiny tunnels and to appreciate all the small and boring things in my life. :)